All day long I have been drawing and replaying images in my mind from placement; stills, short and not so short video clips, diary entries… over and over again like I am tracking over my memory trying to check I haven’t missed anything. It’s exhausting and I just want to turn off. Maybe I am just understanding it all or making it seem more real. Or maybe it’s so real I have to break it down into manageable inserts that I can look at one by one. Such intense imagery and feelings.